月汶心情日記

well well well.
as i worked today, michelle dropped by to eat dinner!
i'm getting used to seeing her, going out with her and eating with her.
so if it turns into a habit.
i will haunt michelle mans!

anyway.
as we talked about Mr Right on the train.
we met Mr 11 o'clock!
nice nice!
i like.
haha.
but before i left, i attempted to do a try.
hmmm.
173 to 175cm?
HAHHA.
NEVER HIT REQUIREMENTS.
but still.
approved!
HAHHA.
2nd grade!
michelle just reminded me later he tok, then i -.-
but well.
it may be the first time and the last time seeing him in life!

and toking to eye candies is a pure addiction.
AND ENJOYMENT :DD

YES. it's a BIG ISSUE to me.

because for me, once a promise is made, it's important.
for that issue that happened.
my anger didn't came from the MIA for the meet-up.
my anger didn't came from the sorry or no sorry.
but because.
to me, i have anticipated the whole day for the meet-up.
i've spent the whole day thinking what to eat, then what to do.

but in the end, the other person didn't inform me when she knew she's likely not gonna turn up.
so i'm that not important?
so the promise is not that important?

and she even say she cant do anything.
but did you attempt to talk to me, MY DEAR FRIEND.

I was just looking at the available choices that i have.
what choices?
university courses!

i think it's hard to make a choice, especially when i am not sure if i have one.
but well.
i have added new options, other than the business degrees across the 3 Uni.
i'm thinking of doing economics.
but i am thinking twice about its usefulness and i don't wanna end up doing something totally different or end up as a teacher.
AND AND AND.
in polytechnic, the economics are really simple.
And i'm not too sure about the new level that will be welcoming me.

I've also thought of communications and informations.
i have not released my DJ/ News reporter dream though :P
lol.
ok la ok la.
i know it's almost impossible but YA.

AND AND AND.
i have a new interest for political science!
i wanna join the NUS for the masters in public policy.
BUT IN THE FIRST PLACE.
i cant even ensure my place in a university.
so.
dont even mention about MASTERS.
it's very far away!
but well.
SMU is still there for me and it has something that i'm interested in.
Bachelor of Science (Economics) and major in political sciences.
WELLLLLL.
there's still 4 months.
though i cant do much.
lol.
have to start thinking about my future and my choices!
still hoping to join STB as a MT.
and to make that happen, i will need my degree first.
LOL.
so well.
pray hard!

ANYWAY.
it's not that i'm stubborn.
i have my principles to hold on to.
and perhaps, yes, i'm stubborn.

AND AND AND.
hwang tae kyung!
omgish.
what will happen after yoo he yi incident?
what will happen to mi nam!
AND shin woo!
wanna know like NOW!
but i cant! :(

currently so in love with mr kim again.
especially after his try in making the soup.
wa.
nice husband :DD
and and.
lol.
i wanna marry shao ye!
:DD

谁都知道气候会变, 更别说诺言

pissed, not because a promise has been broken.
but because the promise wasn't in the mind of the people who made it.

for all what the other person didn't know, the person who cared about the promise.
actually spent the whole day thinking about it.

and what's more.
the reason for feeling pissed, wasn't understood.

吴尊。
我好想念你的开朗。
能不能暂时把你的开朗借给我？
一下下，一下下就好，可以吗？

好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中
不听话的
就停止了

连个说话的人也没有，真是可悲。

let me mention it first.
IT'S PAYBACK TIME.

FEELING UNWELL!
oh gosh.
i think i had an asthma attack last night.
which left me breathless and i didn't even know how i fell asleep, other than thinking it might be a blackout!
oh gosh oh gosh.
last night i was still thinking.
AM I GOING TO DIE.
cos i really can't breathe!

woke up feeling faintish!
wanted to go work but before i can step out of the house.
the world macham SPINNIIINNNGGGGGGGGGGGG!
then i start to become breathless.
AGAIN.
haiis.
gave up and called shirley.
SHIRLEY!
i'm sooooo sorry for the last minute notification!
i seriously dun like taking mc de!
cos of the procedures :P
but i think i wun make it to work!
so i had no choice!
sorry for troubling you everytime!

well.
i think i have to catch the doctor soon
:'(

*I'VE SEEN THE DOCTOR*
yes!
i have seen the doctor.
and apparently, he didn't know what's wrong with me.
cos he said my body parts were doing fine.
but it might a virus infection.
WHAT VIRUS?
I DUNNO!
LOVE VIRUS?
haha.
still got energy to joke.
but well, it's gonna make me worry hard cos everytime i feel breathless, there's nothing that i can do.

SHIT MANS RITE!
so dun be shocked when i see you and i start fainting.
hahaha.

*UNKNOWN*
anyway.
yes.
the unknown.
well.
it's time to make a decision again, isnt it!
i'm getting all the propaganda from everywhere!
JOIN!
DONT JOIN!
join!
dont join!

and i have made a decision.
that's gonna get me scolded AGAIN.
i'm gonna join, but not sure of the department yet.
see la, STUPID CAMP.
every time make me so SHAG and still must get scolding.
but i still choose you.
basket.
ya lar ya lar.
i'm scolding myself basket.
HAIYO.
confused ah!
cant be bothered!

but this year.
last year.
there's so much to worry about.
commitment, ability and much much more.
not sure if i can work like how i used to be.
well, let's see!

*STRONGER!*
anyway, just to drop a note, I'M EVEN STRONGER THESE DAYS!
hahahahahhaha.
be prepared to die mans!
let's see who will be the first one to raise that white flag!
i'll bury those memories, by myself.
:DD

PROG or LOG!

ANYWAY, RANDOM PIC BELOW! GUESS WHAT CAUGHT MY EYES! HEHE.

Hwang Bo Likes Big Bang’s T.O.P!

that was what i saw on the k pop website!
BUT I AM WONDERING!
isn't TOP a good friend of hyun joong!

and this reminds me of what hyun joong has said before!
that he'll not give in when facing a choice between love and friendship.
and he'll fight for his love!
well.
yeah.
as you can see, i'm a joongbo fan.
even though we got married has ended for Lettuce Couple, but they remain in my mind!
well!

Hwang bo and TOP!
well!
worth imagining!

WUZUN!
吴尊!
MR GOH KIAT CHUN!!
吴吉尊!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
生日快乐!

Hope that you'll be able to stay happy as often as you can! (Let's save some occasions for other emotions k!)
Hope that you'll be able to stay healthy! (I'm sure you can! But still, stay healthy k!)
Hope that you'll be able to enjoy life, like the way you want to! (Perhaps travel more and eat more?)
Hope that you'll be able to have more productions, while not over-tiring yourself (Appear more often k! And i'm sure you will take care of yourself.)
Hope that you'll be able to fulfill all your wishes!

There's many many many more!
But well, I can't list all!
ANYWAY!
haha.
It's the 4th year that i'm wishing you a happy birthday!
Glad to have you as my idol for 4 years!
You're a source of encouragement!
Hope that you'll have your source of encouragement too!
Whenever you're feeling down, share with your source of encouragement too k!



Meanwhile, jia you for everything you do!
:DD

Try to remember when life was so tender, that no one wept except the willow.

the few fays of internship have been great except that i have been a temporary it technician due to some network errors!
oh well.
like what i heard someone saying today, see it as another kind of skills picked up!
as least i would have known that it's not easy to handle the network systems!

well.
met a couple who was rather strict today.
i'm not too upset because they were strict with what they hope i'll give them.
because they made me realise that i have so much more to learn, and i cant simply just be complacent.
and thus!
I HAVE TO PUT IN MORE MORE MORE EFFORT!
i will try ok!
haha.

i'm really thankful for those who made my day on the 4th october!
thanks for letting me know that you like my existence!
well!
there's still a long long long journey to go!
shall try to be positive and yeah!

像煙花吧。
美麗，
璀璨。

像煙火吧。
短暫，
易忘。