月汶心情日記

as i saw the sms, my heart raced.
i don't know why.
i choose that message to write.

as i write.
i tried to link up everything.
and as i link.
my intuition tells me something's wrong.
i couldn't tell what's exactly going on.
i wouldn't even dared to believe my intuition.
it has always been so true.
but.
this time.
i rather it's not true.
i told myself it would be okay.
dont worry.
until...

i was told.
at first i felt a slight heart pain.
but now.
my thoughts lost control.
how can?

how can someone i know leave me?
leave us?
how can someone that i have talked to, played with and laughed with leave me?
how can it happen?

i cant believe until i saw the news.
how can?
when i saw his picture, my tears lost control as well.

how can you bear to leave us?
how can?

but no matter what, i want to tell you.
you will still continue to be part of us.
you are part of us.
that's a fact.
it will not change.
and i will remember you forever.
you will be missed.
rest in peace,
























Clifton.