月汶心情日記

i have been listening to wheesung's insomnia.
SINCE.
3pm?
it's close to memorising it.
except for the part that he sang/rap SUPER DUPER FAST.

went for interview today.
felt quite comfortable and good with the company's culture.
most importantly.
learning points.
yup.
that's what i am looking for and aiming for.

then went to see the doctor.
and i was told that i have A DAMAGED SCALP.
which was the REASON for the much falling of my hair.
there's super lots of stuff i cant take now.
worse still.
no cap.
no hat.
OH MANS.
for the sake of my hair.
ok, i will take it.



i used to think and wonder.
my importance to you.
i used to think and wonder.
it should be of some weight.
but like what's always said.
used to.
i then realise.
perphaps.
i'm nothing to you.
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1500, 1500, time has passed.
baby,baby, you're now a star.
why, why, are my tears flowing.

but, but, now i am just like a.
box, box, unwanted box.
yes,yes, it is empty & empty.

no, no, you'll never be able to help anymore.
yes, yes, it will be even harder to keep in contact.

fact, fact, the world is now a wall.
separate, separate, the hearts and souls.
move, move, you're now a step further away.

shine, shine, my star's no longer shining.
i know, i know, you'll never come back.

gone, gone, the lovely stare is gone.
tomorrow, tomorrow, before tomorrow.
after which, after which, no more no more.

no more but but but but
i'm getting sick sick sick sick
just get lost lost lost lost

love no no no no
supposed to be about love love love love.
but it turned out to be fear fear fear fear.
and ended up being a trap trap trap trap.

little by little.
smaller and smaller.

smile no more, no more.
tears flow freely, flow freely.

baby, you're a fading star.
it feels like insomnia.
bye.
it's really time to fly away.