月汶心情日記

again and again.
i recalled.
how nice it is.
when life is that simple.
used to be that simple.
isn't it terrible?
when you grow, those things, just disappear themselves.

come to think of it.
how truthful have we been?
to who we called friends.
to who we called family.
to who we called lovers.

used to be that truthful.
just like when you are young.
when you dont like eating something, you will just refuse to eat it.
but today.
when you dont like eating something, you may think twice.
who is the person offering and should you just accept for courtesy.

yup yup.
bad example?
maybe.

no matter how innocent one can be,
there are still secrets.
you may not want to admit.
but deep deep down inside.
there are.

but i dont wanna be like that.
i want to be truthful.
especially to those who i care.
especially to those, who have taken up one space in my heart, regardless what position.

truth, may be hurtful.
but only those who really care, will then tell you the truth.

and i have finally understood.
why it was the way it was.
and perhaps.
that's the way.
to make me grow.
i hate those uneven and tough journeys.
but looking back, i love them more than anything.
because of them, i have grown.
because of them, i start to understand, perhaps behind that really gloomy sky, there may really be sunshine awaiting.