月汶心情日記

let me mention it first.
IT'S PAYBACK TIME.

FEELING UNWELL!
oh gosh.
i think i had an asthma attack last night.
which left me breathless and i didn't even know how i fell asleep, other than thinking it might be a blackout!
oh gosh oh gosh.
last night i was still thinking.
AM I GOING TO DIE.
cos i really can't breathe!

woke up feeling faintish!
wanted to go work but before i can step out of the house.
the world macham SPINNIIINNNGGGGGGGGGGGG!
then i start to become breathless.
AGAIN.
haiis.
gave up and called shirley.
SHIRLEY!
i'm sooooo sorry for the last minute notification!
i seriously dun like taking mc de!
cos of the procedures :P
but i think i wun make it to work!
so i had no choice!
sorry for troubling you everytime!

well.
i think i have to catch the doctor soon
:'(

*I'VE SEEN THE DOCTOR*
yes!
i have seen the doctor.
and apparently, he didn't know what's wrong with me.
cos he said my body parts were doing fine.
but it might a virus infection.
WHAT VIRUS?
I DUNNO!
LOVE VIRUS?
haha.
still got energy to joke.
but well, it's gonna make me worry hard cos everytime i feel breathless, there's nothing that i can do.

SHIT MANS RITE!
so dun be shocked when i see you and i start fainting.
hahaha.

*UNKNOWN*
anyway.
yes.
the unknown.
well.
it's time to make a decision again, isnt it!
i'm getting all the propaganda from everywhere!
JOIN!
DONT JOIN!
join!
dont join!

and i have made a decision.
that's gonna get me scolded AGAIN.
i'm gonna join, but not sure of the department yet.
see la, STUPID CAMP.
every time make me so SHAG and still must get scolding.
but i still choose you.
basket.
ya lar ya lar.
i'm scolding myself basket.
HAIYO.
confused ah!
cant be bothered!

but this year.
last year.
there's so much to worry about.
commitment, ability and much much more.
not sure if i can work like how i used to be.
well, let's see!

*STRONGER!*
anyway, just to drop a note, I'M EVEN STRONGER THESE DAYS!
hahahahahhaha.
be prepared to die mans!
let's see who will be the first one to raise that white flag!
i'll bury those memories, by myself.
:DD